Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Lost Love!

I just miss Nick like crazy. He makes me wanna cry everyday and night. If only he knew. This is just not like me. Nobody has ever made me cry or made me restless, making me have sleepless nights. I can't believe a human being can have a huge impact on another's life.
I cry everyday. He made me trust him, he made me love him. He was so right, or so it seemed.

I fell in love for the very first time, or so i thought. He was so gentle, so nice, so sweet. He made me laugh, he made me smile. Now, he is making me cry. What then do i do?
He is the only one who can stop me from crying. He made me cry in the first place.

So adorable. So cute. Everyday i dream of looking into his eyes. His brown eyes. They captivate my soul. He seemed like an angel on earth as a tourist. I trusted him completely. Always truthful to him.

But now i sing a different song. A sad song. A song of lost love. Love that is wicked and cruel. A very sad song of hurt and pain i sing everyday and night. Singing with tears rolling down my cheeks.

Where is my love? I want my love back. My life really depends on it. This thing called love!
x Vanessa x