Lost Love!

I just miss Nick like crazy. He makes me wanna cry everyday and night. If only he knew. This is just not like me. Nobody has ever made me cry or made me restless, making me have sleepless nights. I can't believe a human being can have a huge impact on another's life.
I cry everyday. He made me trust him, he made me love him. He was so right, or so it seemed.

I fell in love for the very first time, or so i thought. He was so gentle, so nice, so sweet. He made me laugh, he made me smile. Now, he is making me cry. What then do i do?
He is the only one who can stop me from crying. He made me cry in the first place.

So adorable. So cute. Everyday i dream of looking into his eyes. His brown eyes. They captivate my soul. He seemed like an angel on earth as a tourist. I trusted him completely. Always truthful to him.

But now i sing a different song. A sad song. A song of lost love. Love that is wicked and cruel. A very sad song of hurt and pain i sing everyday and night. Singing with tears rolling down my cheeks.

Where is my love? I want my love back. My life really depends on it. This thing called love!
x Vanessa x

What a Vacation

Hey all. I forgot to mention that i would be spending my Christmas and New year in the united kingdom. Well i am and its been such a wonderful ride despite the really harsh (harsh because it so cold and freezing). Funny thing is that back home, everyone curses the sun. The sun is so hot, he sun is scorching, wish i could go somewhere cooler. I was or am one of the numerous Nigerians that complain an awful lot about our scorching sun but since this vacation, all i can say is: God bless the sun, God bless my country, I really need some sun. Gosh, its really freezing.
Well, that's not my object of discussion today. I know you are all saying i know she's going to talk about a boy and all those blah blah blah blah blah. Well, sorry to disappoint you but you are all correct. Its about a boy or a guy or a gentleman.
You guys know I'm a sucker for white skin, maybe blue, green, brown, Grey, hazel eyes. I totally am. So met this guy..... boy is he c-u-t-e... I would say he is edible..lol.. So we met, had a few drinks, and this i forget to add that he is sexy as hell?.. o yes he is.. sexy.. He kind of reminds me of a Back street boy.. :)
So minutes turned into hours, hours into days and we decided to take it to the next level.. Not what you are all thinking guys but, i did visit his well furnished, gorgeous(if ever there is) looking apartment.
To cut a really really long story short, we made out and boy he was great.. great in the cul-de-sac. I've really never seen or met a guy like him. Despite all the "flirtations", he wouldn't just go too far if you all know what i mean.
I guess, we still have gentlemen left on this earth after all even among the white race.
But guys I'm planning on going that far with him whether he likes it or not.. He, my friends is just to handsome to resist.
Will keep you all posted. Fingers crossed my plan would work :)

later
vanny